what should i do ?

kemarin teaptnya tanggal 18 may 2009, hari minggu . salah satu sahabat ku DEWA PRIA LIDANSYAH membuat 2 buah tttoo baru . di salah satu tattoo nya terdapat kata-kata "STAND BY ME" . yang membuat ku jadi berfikir , makna dari kata-kata "STAND BY ME" dalam hidup ku itu seperti apa , dan menurut ku ....

STAND BY ME :
"not stand by other , that's what i want . but in the fact ? i also stand by other . not stand by me !
i always think about it . why can like this ?
situation , and the other things made me like this . made me be stand by other .
everybody said it must be have to me . but back to basic , its not !
i want to like the other peoples , they can do that .
without blame by the other. unfortunately its not happen to me .
stand by me ? i really want it . but how can i ?
many factor made it cant !
so what i should do ?
all peoples said BE YOUR SELF ! , and do what you want and must to do .
but i cant . i was controlled .
stand by me ..... really i want it
poor me !

means of future for me

.FUTURE.
"what mine ? ,
i dont even know until now . Actually , i know...
but , i cant get it. "

.FUTURE.
"For sure i really sad . i cant get what i really want .
What i really want to be. "

.FUTURE.
" i present it to my dad. i do everything what he want .
Eventhought i dont like, but i must to ."

.FUTURE.
" i cant see mine. To b honest , i cant .
Caus i really dont know what i doing now , whom i dont like it "

.FUTURE.
" i dont know , GOD will bring me to where .
i just follow it . Follow what my dad's want .
Not mine "

.FUTURE.
" i hope i can be a good person at the future.
With what i doing now ,
with my dad's choosen for me ."

.FUTURE.
" i hope it will be better , and better next ."

AMIN.

gue nge fans sama ..........

Jordana Brewster (born April 26 1980) is a woman whose a very talented actress . She's interesting views, akting good, and that all women can . I really adore it . This woman is very cool, nice views, and many other advantages .

all the movies I have them bound . there is no one that I do not have .

she is the female artist that I admire after Kristen Stewart, but Angelina Jolie still the first course , hahahahhaaaa .

Her movies :
1. The Faculty
2. The Fast and The Furious
3. The Invisible Circus
4. D.E.B.S
5. Nearing Grace
6. The Teas Chainsaw Massacre : The Beginning
7. Fast and Furious (4)

Radhitya C Dwitama & Amanda Carissa

FYI : he is my boyfriend .

20 11 2008 ,

i love you BEY ... !

;) muah

My Pals (2nd session)

P.S.K *team gunjing*

In this pic (left to right)
Up : Hilman Hermawan macica , Mirzani Augustya Subagya jarek
Middle : Ivan Abel Maulana bella , Carla Shelita Modjo selly , Della Wulan Astreani alled , Sesha Danissa echa , Sukma Aji Winata Abe
Down : Amanda Carissa manda , Putri Merah Ayu ammep , Agnes Vica Zaenal agnes

Place @ Universitas Paramadina

This is the other my best pals ! dimanapun kapanpun dengan siapapun... bacot-bacot banci dari kami akan terus berkoar setiap saat.....
Semuanya anak Parmad , kecuali gue (manda) & bella ...
Gue di Trisakti and bella di BSI ...
tapi teteeeeeeeeepppp... dimanapun berada......
heboh terus emm !!!
hahhahhaaaa...

Love you guys !

My Pals (1st session)

My Pals .

In this pic ; (left to right) = Teuku (PRIA)nanda Dewangga Lidansyah , (AMANDA) Carissa , (FANI) Azzalia , (REKSA) Pandu Adiyatma .

College;
Amanda, "sa , kuliah dong lo !!! ga pernah masuk!! paraaaaahhhh"
Fani , "iih reksaaa kamu bohong ya sama aku??katanya kamu kuliah!!! dasaaaar"
Reksa , "hehehee, maaf yang.... ah lo juga mand!! sama aja!! wooooo"

Bussiness;
Pria , "nih, gue punya design baju baru....."
Fani , "ok pri, tinggal cari bahan nya ya....."
Reksa , "sip ! kalo gituuuu besok kita ke tanah abang! beli kain! terus jait baju di ciledug yaa!!!"

Ekspo;
Pria , "mand, lo ada ga ??"
Amanda, "lg bais pri.... lo ke ekspo gih...kan deket tuh sama rumah lau! tar gue nitip.hehehehe"

Joke;
Reksa , "syeleeeeeeeehhhhhh.........hahahhahaaaa"
Fani , "apaan sih yang?? kamu norak banget!! hahahahaa"
Amanda, "tau reksa ih, hahaha"
Pria , "waddaafaaaaakkkk!! norak gaul banget lo saaaaaaaaa"

Love;
Fani , "apaan sih saa???? aku kan cuma bercanda!!!"
Reksa , "bercandaan kamu ga lucu tau ga!!! ya kan mand, pri??? ga lucu kan ?????!!"
A&P , " .................... auk ah......."

Hangin' around;
Reksa , "kemana nih kita? gue sih terserah si bos...gimana bos??"
Pria , "terserah...apa mau regal-ing aja??"
Fani , "again?????"
Amanda, "yaudah sih....daripada ga tau kemana...cuusss mak! ke regal!!"

this's 1st session of my pals.. because many other my best pals not i put in here yet ...
but take it easy, i'll put them at 2nd session of my pals.... ;)